WRITER in my WRITING Monday, April 20, 2009 at 7:57pm

do you see what happen
when you're writing?
fuzzy feeling?
eyes glazing?
nose running?
hands sweating?

for me
what happen when i write
is not thinking
nor feeling something
but
FINDING
without moving, searching or running

again..
FINDING
anything or anyone
in my writing
they lay down there
deep
and i just can find them
only with my writing

and also
i found HIM in my writing
my dearly beloved ESA
where have u been?
i found him years ago
in my writing
in my bestfriend's diary
and engaged to him untill now
but he just come to me
when i needed him
when i write

and
the reason
i still write
or at least push myself
to write
is just because
and only because
i need to find
WRITER IN MY WRITING..